A letter to a reader.

Good evening, reader! Well I guess the only reader is you cos I gave you the link, eh?
How are you? I'm fine (argh, did I just answer my own question? that's dumb)
Umm, it's exactly 12:12 AM and I am not asleep!
I just wanna write random stuff. I guess I'm gonna talk about ....idk, I hope you can bare with it :p
Hey btw,
do you remember this guy? -------------> HAHAHA, babigulinks.

Argggghhhhhhhhh, I'M BORED! Tired.. And I'm so annoyed right now!!!!! I can tell you through text msg or something but not through here (rgh so what's the point of making this?!)
Yeah, so, I hope you enjoy these unimportant*but true!* facts!:

+If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
+If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb
+A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
+A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death.
+Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.-do NOT try it.
+The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
+Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
+The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
+Butterflies taste with their feet.
+Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.-heeey! insult!
+Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.(okaay, that'd be a good thing!)
+A cat's urine glows under a black light
+Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

Merci, Au revoir!!!!!!
~Nasya Nauli

Harry Potter

So I didn't really get Harry Potter: The Half Blood Prince yet.. I watched it yesterday.
All I know is Voldemort's back VIA freaky assistants and they go around burning houses. Draco Malfoy, the creepy dumb student with the white hair was "chosen" by the Dark Lord to kill Albus Dumbledore(what a cute name), Hogwarts' principal, 150-year-old dude. Then Harry Potter seeks for either the Voldemort's Horcrux thing or the invisible shelf thing. He already has 2 of the Horcrux with him which is Tom Riddle(which is Voldemort btw)'s diary and his mother's ring. Now all Harry needs to find is a necklace in this creepy cave full of creepy skeleton guys. To permanently destroy voldy he has to destroy the Hocruxes. Idk how, but he's gotta. But it turns out that the last Hocrux that he finally found (in the creepy cave) was fake and the real one is in this guy called R.A.B. Now who the hell is that??!?! Then it ends with Harry saying "I never thought about how beautiful this place is" bullshit. GJ. Oh and Ron got a gf and Hermy was jeaaalousssss. Haha. But they broke up.

"I have to have it!"

A Nintendo DSI.It's the new thing! I love it. All the features of Nintendo DS are there, only this one has a built-in camera and you can play internet with Wi-Fi! What a thing. Only I don't know the price, but it's gotta be more expensive than the Lite. Aww! Must-have!

A Canon E0SI love this too! It's big I guess, but I can still carry it. The results are totally flawless. I know how to operate it already, so.. Somebody? Wanna get one for me? Hehe. But, I don't wanna be a photographer or something. I just like taking random pictures :)

A HP Pavillion DV3000This is the best laptop I've seen! The graphics are designed by.. I forgot, but IT'S COOL. The keypad is so comfortable to type with. Uhm, and there's the one with gold color! I envy the people who owns it, :)

Soft LensSoft Lens. Mmm, it looks gorgeous on many people! Well, it might look good on me but I'm kinda scared wearing it. I admit, I'm a forgetful person and I forget stuff. I might forget to take it off before sleeping and my eyes can get infected. And, I'm scared I might poke my eye too hard when I take the lenses on/off. So, should I? Or not? But me wanna!


THERE ARE MORE.

Im Back

Udah ada di noted FB sih.. Tapi apa boleh buat lah!
Hey readahs Im back finally from the expedition. Rrrrgh I LOVE the roadtrip so fvckng much and I wish I can go back in time to repeat the fvckng whole thing all over again.
+ Di Ungaran totally tiringggg ALL FUCKING day in the bus and we arrived at Hotel Ungaran Cantik at 10ish
+ Di Desa Mojowarno (Christian Village) TOTALLY feel at home, the people welcomed us nicely and they are all so friendly! And we met this little boy called Hendra and he's very very cute.
+ Di Probolinggo - Tongas Asri Restaurant. TER DAM PAR ter fucking dampar. My bus was fixed while we had dinner and it didn't come back til like, 2am. So the other bus brought the other people to the Hotel in Bromo while the people in my bus had to wait that long OUTSIDE the restaurant. Trus main Adu Benteng sm Ola, Bang Ponco, Gio, Bang Galti, Caca, Echa, Michael, and David.
+ Di Bromo & Kawah--> SENGSARA! Wow, it was fucking cold and I almost couldn't breathe :S When we went up I had to wear 2 jackets, 2 socks, gloves, a hat, and fucking converse. AND NIVEA ESSENTIAL LIP CARE I had to wear. I hate it!
+ Di kapal on the crossing to Bali Island. Seriously soothing and I LOVE the view of the sea :p Wore a jacket and it was reaal windy. Wasn't it friends? Hahaha.
+ Di Blimbingsari Village, Bali (Also a Christian village) Rrrgh we arrived at 2am ish in there and they distributed our live-ins at about 5. So we didn't actually "stay over night" in there but we kinda slept in the houses assigned to each groups. Me, Echa, Ka Grace, and Ka Anggie overslept. We were supposed to sleep from 5am-9am but we went over to like, 1pm. Hahaha so we missed this morning thankyou ceremony thing where our group gived the DVD and TV to the church. Soo, in my group's live in (me, Echa, Ka Grace, Ka Anggie), there's this kid. Me and Echa opened a pack of Kacang Mayasi*yumm*. Then I meant to share SOME peanuts to that kid, BUT HE TOOK ALL OF THEM! Padahal me and Echa didn't even eat one yet! I feel so guiltyyyy urghhhh.
+ Di HOTEL ORANJJE, Legian, Kuta, Denpasar, Bali--- Rggggh I love this part of Bali! It was soooo fun and everybody have different roommates each night (we stayed there for 3 nights and 4 days). Totally funnnn, cos we did many many things!
+ Di Kuta Beach--- 2nd day in Bali- Me, Ka Angga, Ka Charissa, Ka Tioma, Bang Donald, Doni, and Mike didn't sleep until 5, and at 5 we walked to the beach nearby. At the same day, at about 10ish, the rest of the group went to the same beach. This time I went with Ola, my bestfriend, and played with the fucking huge waves until like, 11ish. While Ka Grace and Ka Anggie did nail art faraway. Bang Chris, Bang Sandro, Bang Ponco, Bang Isar, and Bang Gio also played waves but not with me and Ola. Then we got back to take a shower, then lunch. Atttt the same day AGAIN, after lunch, the entire group went to McDonalds across the beach for lunch. After eating, it was free time again and guess what? WE WENT TO THE BEACH AGAIN. Ola played again this time with the other girls, not with me cos I was too tireddd! So meanwhile I took some nail art and bought drinks. BUT, after that I came over to Ola and the other girls to play in the water AGAIN. Thennn we took a shower back at the hotel for dinner. Day over.
+ Di Tanjung Benoa. Main watersport! First I played Flying Fish withhhhh KA TASYA then played Parasailllllingg. Then went to Pulau Penyu with 8 other people with a glass-bottomed boat. Then Amang Leo with 9 other people came over after us.
+ Di Sanur~ Did nothing. Only walk around alone cos some people didn't go down the bus. It was all quiet and peaceful there. No BULEs, no nothing. Just small boats and stuff like that. Round sand, tickling my feet. I walked around the beach with my Papa Asuh, amang Leo.
+ Di GWK~ Garuda Wisnu Kencana. Went up to the big Dewa statue and took pictures, saw sunset. We didn't go and see the Garuda statue cos it was dark and the Kecak performance was already starting at the Amphitheater. Yeah then we watched Kecak. Echa's dad made a fucking HILLLLLARIOUS rumor that Senci was bommed which made me totally panic and spread it to the others. Don't worry, after that I found out that HE WAS ONLY JOKING ha ha ha. If anybody heard that rumor, the source was not me and it was only a joke that wasn't meant to be spread :) PEACE.
+ Di The Ocean Bali Resto, Jimbaran. Dinner, beachside. Last night of Bali :( Uhuhu was so sad. Ate Ikan Bakar with rice. Typical dinner, then played at the sand, but not to the water. Then the music people came to entertain then everybody, EVERYBODY danced! THAT WAS SO FUN and nobody cared if it was embarrassing or not :) Arrgh it was fckng fun and I loved that night the most, cos I get to see something that I won't tell herrrre :p.
+ Di Sukawati/Sukowati. SHOPPED. A lot, can't list it one by one. For my family, that's the most prioritized, then for my friends. Ate Bakso while waiting for the others to come back to the bus.
+ Di Babi Guling Ibu Oka:::: Last lunch in Bali :( Bang Sandro kecebur kolam yang bener2 ga penting. The most IRRELEVANT pond that can be put in a fucking PIG RESTAURANT! I hate that restaurant! Bener2 ya. Oh and I DID NOT laugh! Or even smile! Ya wanna know why? Ada bule ya, NGOCOL! Dia kira ini Amerika Serikat, dimana kalo ada hal yang memalukan yang terjadi, MEREKA KETAWA2IN! Bang Sandro diketawain kan, as if that was a canteen in a highschool or something. I stared at them one by one, with my angry expression. When we all finished lunch, and everybody was headed for the bus, I was still upstairs. I got mad at the foreigners. I said: "Hey! This is NOT America! Would you even bother to have a sympathetic feeling for someone? What if something happens to the boy? This is NOT a school where you make people even more embarrassed than he/she is! Get a life, you morons!" They shut up. WHAT? I don't care what people say about me! I'm defending a friend over here! And I really hate the fact that they LAUGHED, but it's not funny! It kinda hurts. HOPE THEY ARE READING THISSSS! >(
+ Di Ubud. Went to a temple, it was boring. But the architecture was dammmmn AMAZING! Well we didn't get to get into some places because it is where they prayed and it's Suci.
+ Back at the terminal. Waited for our luggage to be delivered from the hotel to the bus. Went around the plaza nearby. With Tania, Echa, Yulia, Ola, Naooomi :) Went to Giant with Echa Ola and Tania to buy moreeee oleh2 hehe.
+ Di Airport. PLANE was supposed to depart at 10, but got delayed jd jam 12, terus DELAY LAGI jd jam 1 pagi departnya. Arrggh. Blowed bubble gums with many many friends, it was damn fun! And because of the delay the Airline served us with McDonalds.

The Incomplete E.N.D

Love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

picked it up from the Bible, 1 Corinthians 13: 1-13.

I believe in God's Word, specially when I read this passage. This love verse transformed me thoroughly. So this is Love. I never thought it should be this way, but love is.
After seeing A Walk to Remember, I realized that all the points stated in this verse is shown there.
Ergo, from this day on I promise to think before I make my decisions into loving someone I might not love after all.

But this time, I knew that he was the one. I love him once I knew him closer. My love to him is sincere. I trust him. Everytime I see another person, my feelings always fails. My feelings always ends up into loving him.

God, what to do? My mistakes has given me less and less chance to be together with him. But why? Why do I always get a breeze of happiness, and I feel it flowing through my blood everytime I'm near him?

It may be hard for a girl to say her feelings towards somebody she loves. I can't do it, nobody can. It just leads to fear, embarassment, and rejection.
For a 13 year old like me, maybe He wants me to love later. Sooner or later I will have someone to be with. He always makes it beautiful when the time comes (indah pada waktunya). I believe in fate. I believe that everything that will happen to me has already been planned, and is all for my own good. I just don't know what's coming.

Love. Can be many sorts of them. Love to a friend, to a parent, to anybody. But my love to you, is always a hundred percent, sincere, and true.
I LOVE YOU. You don't know who you are, don't you?

If We Were a Movie, I'd Replay the Whole Thing a Gazillion Times.

If we were in an actual movie, you'd be the gangster, and I'd be the religious. I'd be the who doesn't know that we ever knew each other, and you'd be the guy to remind me we used to go to the same classes together. I would be the girl wearing covered clothes. I'd be the one wearing the same sweater since 5th grade, and you'd be the guy giving me a new one. You'd be the one threatened for expulsion, and also be the one tutoring disadvantaged kids in the Mandatory. We would together be participating in the Drama Club's Spring Musical. We'd have dress rehearsals together, and line practices together. In that play, too, we would have our first kiss; not real, but just acting. I would be surrounding you while singing Only Hope before you kiss me. You would be the first one to find out that I go to the graveyard just to watch the stars with my humongous telescope that I made.
You would also be the first one to put on a butterfly tattoo on my back, and kiss me with you heart and soul. We would go camping under the stars. And I would be asking you ARE YOU TRYING TO SEDUCE ME? when I thought you only brought one blanket but you would explain that you brought two. Sadly, you would be the first love that found out that I have Leukemia and has only a short time to live. Then we reach the scene of life when we get married while Only Hope by Switchfoot plays while we walk on the church aisle. Then, when my time comes, you were ready. You would be the one visiting my father four years after I was gone. My father would tell you what miracle that I witnessed before I died, it was you.

Restarting my Blog

Salutations.

Today, 21st of April, I decided to officially delete all the previous blog entries that I had made. This action is to start a more preferred, and well-written blog. I'm not going to be that formal though hahaha. After I write a couple or two more blog entries consisting of my feelings, interests, and activities, I may consider to promote my blog to facebook for people to read. But for now, I may keep this blog to myself because I do not want the readers to think that I am not updating my blog.

I haven't been writing entries lately so here's what I've got in line in my life...

> 18th of April- So last time, my brother had this so called "martumpol" with his girlfriend at HKBP Kebayoran Baru. It was a successful event except that the sound system sucks. Me and my sister, Frisca wore a sea blue kebaya with many many buttons at the back. Our necks kind of hurts because the kebaya style was that way. But people said that we looked pretty (not that I'm saying it's true) and I really thanked God.
this was when the martumpol was over and we took a picture together (ini lagi sibuk pose)

> 20th of April- My classmates departed to Padang, West Sumatra today at 6am for CSW (Community Study Week). I did not join because I wasn't allowed, and the money goes to the trip to Bali with church. There's only 6 of us left in Jakarta: Me, Brenda Ongko, Reyhan Foo, Engel Teiseran, Isabella Kim, and Billy Raymond. We have normal classes until the end of the week. But the only difference that this trip made was the fact that Humanities and Science is a no-teacher class, despite the fact that Ms. Sharon Maminta and Mr. Karl Osia went together to Padang. I enjoy school without teachers :) peace.
this is Lia Guzman's status in Facebook saying that she's in Padang (thanks lia!)

> EVENTS COMING!!!- My brother's wedding with Delima Siregar.
Pemberkatan Nikah
Date : May 2, 2009
Place : Gereja HKBP Kebayoran Baru
Jl. Hang Lekiu no. 18 Kebayoran Baru, Jakarta Selatan
Time : 9.30 am

Acara Adat/Resepsi
Date : May 2, 2009
Place : Gedung Grand Mangaraja, Kelapa Gading
Time : don't ask me

I'm so happy for both of them.

so those are the highlights of April.

Hmm, I'm so excited for the trip to Bali with Remaja later at June or July.
I guess it's going to be fun, especially when I have my best friends- Yulia Amanda, Debora Lubis, Debora Amadea, Teresa Gerda, Pahinca Samosir, Charissa Anggita(maybe), Gabriella Hutapea*i think, and more! I can't wait for that. We're not only going to Bali, that's why we depart with a bus. We're going to Malang, Jogja etc if I'm not mistaken. We will only spend 3-4 days in Bali, the rest in other places. I also heard we're going to go up a mountain and we start going up at 12, midnight. I am so excited when I heard there's going to be a campfire when we reach up the mountain and when I also heard we're going back down at 3am.
The tentative price for the whole trip is 1,5 million. It's just tentative, it might go higher-and a little chance that it would go lower.

Hei, readers(like there are any), I'd love to stay and type all night, but I gotta go.
Time flies, and It's time for me to sleep. It's nearly nine, and I know people as young as me don't really sleep this early. But I've been late to school for the past couple of weeks now. And I'm pretty sure that's because I've been getting less sleep than I usually do, which makes me too tired to wake up in the morning.
I'll see you when I get to the next entry-if I ever get there.