Kamis, 07 Mei 2009

Love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

picked it up from the Bible, 1 Corinthians 13: 1-13.


I believe in God's Word, specially when I read this passage. This love verse transformed me thoroughly. So this is Love. I never thought it should be this way, but love is.
After seeing A Walk to Remember, I realized that all the points stated in this verse is shown there.
Ergo, from this day on I promise to think before I make my decisions into loving someone I might not love after all.

But this time, I knew that he was the one. I love him once I knew him closer. My love to him is sincere. I trust him. Everytime I see another person, my feelings always fails. My feelings always ends up into loving him.

God, what to do? My mistakes has given me less and less chance to be together with him. But why? Why do I always get a breeze of happiness, and I feel it flowing through my blood everytime I'm near him?

It may be hard for a girl to say her feelings towards somebody she loves. I can't do it, nobody can. It just leads to fear, embarassment, and rejection.
For a 13 year old like me, maybe He wants me to love later. Sooner or later I will have someone to be with. He always makes it beautiful when the time comes (indah pada waktunya). I believe in fate. I believe that everything that will happen to me has already been planned, and is all for my own good. I just don't know what's coming.

Love. Can be many sorts of them. Love to a friend, to a parent, to anybody. But my love to you, is always a hundred percent, sincere, and true.
I LOVE YOU. You don't know who you are, don't you?

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